I wanna leave this place called life.
I’m starting to realize that I get anxiety when I feel behind in school work when clearly I have a lot of time. And it especially happens a lot when I’m in the same class as a friend and they’ve gotten more ahead than me. I absolutely hate it 😡
I’m kinda wishing I went to a school where I didn’t know anyone. Maybe even am out of state school. I don’t know my mind is just wandering and tumblr is the only place where I can vent and not get judgmental feedback.
We should stop pretending that we’re the best of friends and come to the realization that we actually have nothing in common and are completely different people.
I just realized how different I am from my “friends.” I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. Sometimes I feel like I need to find other friends just to feel welcome and a part of something. This could be just a phase or just a realization of truth.
I am my own best friend. I am my own savior. I am my own person. No one understands else understands me but myself.
I hate it when people call me annoying because it makes me feel insecure about myself. #sorryforbeingmyself